CHAMBERS, jonathan

[JONATHON CHAMBERS]

, JonathanKyleChambers !

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NAME , Jonathan Kyle Chambers
NICKNAMES , Jon, Chambers, or Jay
AGE , Thirty
SEX , Male
RELIGION , religion sucks.
SEXUALITY , who the hell knows anymore
MEMBER GROUP , staff =3

, wearing three layers of coats and leg warmers !

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HAIR , Dark brown
EYES , Dark brown, almost appearing black.
DISTINGUISHING FEATURES , Jon's most defining features include his height, constant depressed expression, and his pale skin palor.
HEIGHT/ WEIGHT , 6'2 | 230
CLOTHING STYLE ,
Jonathan gnereally wears dress clothes. He can be caught wearing dress shoes, always polished, to slacks and a buttone up shirt. Generally Jonathan doesn't under dress, but the clothes he does wear are not exactly top of the line either. As much as it seems Jonathan might care about his appearance... he really doesn't. They're just clothes that he had when he was a reverend, and he didn't feel like getting rid of them when they still head pleny of wear left in them. Style is not important to Jon. His clothes are not designer and they gerneally aren't spiffy either. Jon makes no attempt to iron his clothes, though he does wash them. Stuff like that is of no concern to him.
PLAYBY , Keanu Reeves

, oh i am not quite sleeping !

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LIKES ,

• Smoking
  
• Drinking
  
• Being a loner
  
• Mysteries
  
• Reading
  
• Secrets
  
• Quiet
  
• Rain
  
• Being right about something
  
• Being oblivious
  
• Pride
  
• Being stubborn

DISLIKES ,

• Most people
  
• God
  
• Religion
  
• The sun
  
• Animals
  
• Insects
  
• Tourists
  
• The resistance
  
• The Government
  
• Kids
  
• People that are ocnstantly happy
  
• People that think they understand life
  
• His father
  
• Crosses
  
• Love

HOPES/DREAMS ,

• To one day discover his purpose
  
• Prove his father wrong
  
• Act like a normal man

FEARS ,

• Love
  
• That there might really be a God
  
• Coming to terms with the man he really is

SECRETS ,

• His father's clinically insane
  
• The fact that he's athiest
  
• Might have lung cancer

WEAKNESSES ,

• Can't talk about God comfortably
  
• A little too aloof
  
• Pessimistic

STRENGHTS ,

• He's completely neutral. Refuses to support one side or the other.
  
• Has a lot of knowledge built up about both sides.
  
• Realistic

OVERAL PERSONALITY ,
Cynical; Hah, Jonathan Chambers does not believe that there is good in anything. Having once been a man of God he knows that there are things that profess to be good, but everything has a tendency to come back and bite you in the ass. Jonathan will not take any crap from anyone and he refuses to let someone tell him how to run his life. This is why he is a nutral. He doesn't believe in good and evil seems to be a lot more contradictory than it seems. In other words... heaven doesn't want him and hell wants him perhaps a little too much. But Jonathan is a no nonsense kind of guy. In other words... don't start none and there won't be none.

Confused; Jonathan Chambers doesn't know what the hell he wants out of life and he doesn't know what the hell life wants out of him. The best he can do is ponder his existance in the screwed up world he lives in. He isn't even sure there is a purpose, just that he wants to find one. Jon really doesn't like to have to choose between things and he is forced to choose between life and death, god and people, religion and freedom, health and illness. These are decisions that stress Jon out, which is why he chooses not to make any of them. He's very confused as to what he needs to do with his life, so he does what he feels is the 'right' of the situation without second thought whether others think that action is wrong or not. This confusion about his beliefs would never break the air of day. Jon tries to be seen with the air that he is firmly rooted in what he believes.

Stubborn; Being stubborn is no problem for Jonathan Chambers. He doesn't like to give in or admit that he is wrong. Often times Jon will not say thank you, sorry, or your welcome to anyone because he doesn't want to lie to anyone about that sort of stuff. Most of the stubborness is directed to himself. He will not admit to himself that he needs to quit smoking and drinking. Jonathan will not admit to himself that there is a possibility that there could be a God and that God could be wanting to send him straight to hell for denying him. Alos, the stubborn side of Jonathan comes out when people try to warm up to him. As far as Jon is concerned, relationships and friendships are temporary things that people busy themselves with so that they don't have to face reality.

Neutral; Taking sides was never something that Jonathan was good at. He will not support one side over the other. Truth be told he thinks they're all idiots. He believe the risitance is only running away from the situation rather than facing it and he believes the chistians are stubborn fools who have nothing better to do than impose their religion on people. Really Jonathan doesn't believe that either side is right. Jonathan doesn't think freedom really exists... so there goes the whole purpose for the resistance and he pretty much hates God... so there goes any chance of him supporting the christians. He is one of few that will not harm either side of the playing field. It isn't like Jon means offense to these people... he just hates a lot of people. Jon refuses to choose one set of invalid beliefs over another.

Blunt; Jonathan Chambers has a rather sharp tongue and he's not afraid to use it. This often makes him seem rude, and that is because he is. He spares no one his snide, unwelcome comments, and he is not afraid to put it how he thinks it is to someone. The part of Jon that cared died with his wife. People's feelings mean nothing to him and neither do his own. Jon doesn't care that he can't be happy anymore and he doesn't care that he has lost the ability to cry. There's not much hope for Jonathan to ever fully recover from the damage done to him over the year. Somehow people have come to revere him as a former reverend despite that fact. Jonathan just doesn't like people, and yes, that means that he really hates himself a lot worse than he hates other people. That's why he feels the need to be so hostile anyway.

Vague; Don't expect to get the whole stroy from Jonathan Chambers. He tends to skirt around the things that he doesn' want people to know. Never think that Jon will tell anyone what really happened in his past. He would rather cover that up with lies. This is because Jonathan doesn't really want people to be able to get to know him. He thinks he will be much better off with no friends and no one to care about. That way he doesn't have to worry about another heart break were he to lose them. That is if Jonathan has any remains of his heart after the biggest heart break he had ever had. Jonathan Chambers lies out of insecurity most of the time. He would rather someone have their own perception of him than face the man he really is. One day he intends to tell someone everything because it constantly weighs him down to the point that he can hardly breath at night.

Mysterious; Something about Jonathan just screams mysterious to people. He tends to set himself apart from crowds and withdraw into his own little world. There's no reason for him to interact with anyone anymore. He figures that he is much better off without people. Jonathan will not push people away---HAH! Jonathan is the worst at pushing people away just when they start to get close. He distances people because he doesn't want to be in more pain and hurt than he already is. People tend to take this aloofness the wrong way. They simply assume that he is sleek and mysterious and rough around the edges. Jonathan doesn't tell them otherwise. He will let them think what they want about him, but the mystery people think they see does not really exist.

Beliefs; Jon, having formerly been a reverend, has a background in christianty. After a tragedy in Jon's life he abandoned religion and denied God altogehter. He convinced himself that if there was a god, then he must he the most hated human being. Because of this Jon tends to be perhaps a little too realistic about things. He doesn't think that there's any chance that there's an afterlife, and he doesn't think that it's possible to take actions back with words. Hence, Jon doesn't think that if there is a god, he will ever be forgiven for forsaking him. Not that Jon would consider begging for forgiveness anyway. Jon believes firmly that human beings are born evil and in that way they are all equal anyway. He believes there is no way for any one human being to attain perfection.

, there on the wall in the bedroom creeping !

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MOTHER , Miranda Chambers, 59, deceased
FATHER , Theodore Chambers , 62, lunatic
SIBLINGS , None.
HOMETOWN , Melilla
PETS , None.
OVERALL HISTORY ,
Brith; Jonathan's mother, Miranda Chambers, was a tourist to Melilla when she was 28 years old. It had always been a place that she wanted to visit, little did she know that she would meet a man there that would capture her heart. Theodore Chambers did quite hte number on Miranda. He convinced her to stay on the island so that they could be together. It was that month that Miranda found out that she was pregnant. Getting married was no longer about love. She assumed Theo only wanted to marry her because she was pregnant. Nine months, a horrible wedding, and lots of sun later Miranda gave birth to a baby boy and named him Jonathan Kyle. Littly Jonny was her pride and joy. She did everything to ensure that her baby boy remained healthy and strong.

Second birthday; When Jonathan turned two years old a celebration was in order. His mother invited people from all over Melilla. She spent all day preparing and baking cookies and cake and pies. Theodore was put in charge of watching Jonathan. Hours later people had begun to arrive and Miranda was beginning to settle down. Unfortunately, the bithday boy was nowhere to be found. Miranda was worried to death. She asked some of the boys from the uni to help her find him. Eventually they found little Jonathan playing out by the road. In a hurry Miranda and Theodore rushed to make sure that Jonathan would not crawl into the road. Half of Angra Dos Reis had already made them out to be bad parents.

Family troubles; As Jonathan began to grow his family began to separate. Miranda no longer trusted Theo to look after Jonathan and Theo never wanted to look at the kid again because he beleived Jon was the cause of his wife's hostility toward him. Jonathan was a lot closer to his mother. He did everything with her, and he wanted nothing more than to be in her shadow, away from his father. Occasionally Theo would watch after Jon, but it was always pretty awkward. The family was never the same. They were not close and they hardly spoke to one another except for Miranda and Jonathan. They talked all the time, but only when Theo couldn't hear them talk. Then it would only be their little secret.

Pre-teen years; When Jonathan turned twelve he found out that his mother had leukemia. He didn't understand what exaclty was happening to her, just that she had a form of cancer and no one expected her to live through it. Over a couple of years he watched his mother go through different treatments and therapies... none of them would cure her, but would help in the fight. Jonathan didn't think fighting was helping. When his mother was too sick to stay at home she was moved to the hospital in Melilla permanantly. Jonathan was worried and afraid and it was then that he fully turned to religion for his answers. Though he wasn't sure he liked the answers, he figured they were a lot better than any those doctors had told him.

The death; Jonathan was fourteen when his mother died. She was all he had left that he thought he truly loved and she was gone. It wasn't hard for Jonathan to see that his mother had wanted him to do the best he could do and stay healthy at the same time. His father didn't take his mother's death lightly. Not once did Jonathan or his fahter say a word to one another. The tension was so thick it was hard for Jonathan to breath. All Jon knew was that he had just experienced a life changing event and he didn't want another if it would hurt that much.

The funeral; The funeral was even worse than the actual death. His father wouldn't even look him in the eye. Jonathan had to deal with all the people that wanted to tell him that God was with him and God would take care of his mother's soul. Again Jonathan was introduced to the themes of religion. He began to embrace the concept of faith and trust in God. It was weird for him at first, but he eventually started trying to go to churches and ask questions to the reverends and church goers. He had a genuine interest after his mother's death. Someone informed him that everyone served a purpose and that his mother's purpose must have been to show him the correct path. Jonathan, just wanting answers, accepted the explanation readily.

A case of the crazies; Jonathan's father was not happy about this intrest in religion. He claimed that Jon was possessed and spoke in his sleep about Jonathan being an incarnation of satan. The bad thing was that Jonathan heard a lot of these things, and being that he was becoming a young man very quickly... he readily accepted those things as well. It was clear that his father had taken a rather lengthy dive off hte deep end. Jonathan hated coming home and getting the crap beat out of him just because his father thought that he was some sort of evil creature that was coming to kill him. This was something that Jonathan dealt with everyday. Eventually it was time to take care of the problem.

The commiting; One night the beating was especially bad. He ended up calling the authorities on his father. The police arrested Theodore Chambers and locked him away in an asylum deep in Argentina. No longer did Jonathan have to worry about being physically beaten. He managed to scrounge up enough money to get a cheap apartment. It occurred to Jonathan that he could do what he wanted to do since his mother died and become a reverend. He attended several different schools on scholarships all so that he could make his mother happy. Jonathan didn't want to disappoint his mother. Even though she wasn't there to tell him... he wanted to know that she was proud.

New profession; Jonathan finally became a reverend when he was 24. It was somethat took his mind of the pain that he really felt. Deep inside Jonathan felt this terrible feeling of despair and had a complete lack of self-confidence. His mentor had explained that this was simply the realization that Jonathan was no longer the master of his body, but the lord was. He wans't sure that he liked the sound of that, but he figured it must be a good thing because he wasn't dead yet. People around Melilla began to admire and respect Jonathan for his style. He seemed to genuinely care about the people that he preached to.

New love; One night Jonathan found himself in a book store, simply reading through some random mystery novel, when he met the girl of his dreams, Emily Lexington. He spoke to her, unable to let the opportunity pass and the two of them ended up dating. After a month or so the happy couple was engaged. No longer was the feeling of despair present. Jonathan felt as if he were constantly floating on air. Like his happiness was simply too great to compare to another man's happiness. It was actually quite like his parents' relationship. He lived on the island and she was simply visiting from New York. Somehow Jonathan had convinced her to stay and marry him.

Marraige; The wedding was grand and there were plenty of people there. He made sure that he treated his wife the right way. If there was one thing Jonathan knew he would never do like his parents... it was that he would never let his family fall apart. And one day Jonathan wanted it to be a family. Emily wanted this too and they immediately attempted to concieve. Withing a few months Emily found out that she was pregant and Jonathan couldn't have been more thrilled. As the pregnancy continued on. He waited on his wife hand and foot, making sure that she was as comfortable as she could possibly be durng her pregnancy.

Another couple of deaths; It finally came time... his wife had gone into labor. Jonathan rushed his wife to the hospital. He was asked to wait outside because blood tended to make him squeemish. Jonathan waited and waited and it seemed like hours went by. He began to worry because he didn't think that it should take as long as it was taking. Finally, a doctor emerged from the room. He explained that the baby had come out with the umbilical cord wrapped around its neck. The baby had been choked to death. Jonathan was already broken down into tears and that was before they told him the worst part. Emily, while giving birth, had her heart give out. In one day Jonathan had lost both a wife and a child.

Loss of faith; After that Jonathan renounced his faith in God. No God would ever take his Emily away from him. He rejected God in the worst way possible and resorted to things like smoking and drinking to ease his pain. Instead of breaking it to the public that he didn't believe in God anymore... he simply lied and told them that he wished to retire early. He was 27 and already on his way down a horrible path. Jonathan didn't care about religion anymore. All he wanted was to know what his damn purpose was. There had to be a purpose, right? What was Emily's purpose? What was his son's purpose? What was the purpose of their deaths? There were so many questions and Jonathan didn't know where to start looking for answers.

, north of savanna we swim in the palisades !

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