Post by CLAUDIO RAMIREZ on Dec 30, 2008 2:04:50 GMT -5
BLACKBIRD SINGING IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT
TAKE THESE BROKEN WINGS AND LEARN TO FLY
TAKE THESE BROKEN WINGS AND LEARN TO FLY
OPEN!
Being a virtue was something Claudio couldn't really grasp or explain. It was obvious to him that he was good, but nothing in life is ever just black and white. Sure Claud had a temper, sure he'd had meaningless sex, sure he didn't always agree with the church or the government. The whole thing was certainly very confusing to Claudio, who often felt guilty. Was he supposed to act a certain way? Maybe he wasn't being virtuous enough. And then there were days like these, where evrything just seemed alright.
The sun was bright and the sky was blue, a pretty typical day in Melilla. But when typical is like this, I guess you'd have to be pretty lucky. That was what Claud was thinking, as he relaxed on a park bench, reading The Prodigal Times. Oh yes, he read the sin-based newspaper. It's always good to keep an eye on the enemy. Enemy, hah. The idea of it made Claud laugh out loud. He couldn't seem to find it in himself to have an enemy. Maybe that's what made him a virtue. Maybe he was a virtue because he could sit there and read the newspaper, written by people who probably wanted to kill him, and laugh at their jokes, or scoff when they scoffed. It wasn't like he was betraying some sort of heavenly law, right? Christ, he needed the news at the very least, right?
And there's that word again, or name: Christ. That was one of Claud's main qualms about Christianity: this Jesus fellow. Humans can't be told that a regular old chap returned from the dead and got to be son of God. It just gave them a little too much wackiness to run with. But hey, Claudio can't tell anyone what to believe, since he's not so sure himself anyway. He knows there's a God; he's working for him, but he's not so sure that this whole religion thing is a good idea anymore. People tend to make it an excuse to perform gruesome acts of criminal intent, or ignorance, or intolerance. If there was one thing Claudio couldn't stand, it was when people didn't practice what they preached. Very annoying. You could be the most detestable scum on the planet, but if you owned up to it, Claudio would have to respect you for it, and probably forgive you; maybe give you some money to help better yourself. That's the thing about kindness: it kind of encompasses all other virtues inside of it. Well, except for maybe abstinence. What was up with that, anyway? Sex shouldn't be so taboo, not in this day and age, at least. But what thehellheck did Claudio know? He was struggling with the crossword.
The answers were slowly filling in, and many of the clues were left skipped or abandoned. There were other things on Claudio's mind, though, so it was quite excusable. He was thinking about the classes he was teaching. The students he had and the lessons he should teach next. His planning was interrupted, however, by something that caught his eye. A wallet, falling swiftly to the ground out of a man's coat pocket, who meemed to be in quite a rush. Without hesitating Claudio stood up and picked it up, walking briskly towards the man to match up to him. "Señor! Sir!" He called to him, holding the wallet in his outstretched hand. When the man finally took notice and turned around, he looked kind of bewildered, and more than a little angry. He snatched the wallet and walked off, without thanking Claudio for his kindness. Claud was used to it by now, smiling pleasantly instead of getting upset.
Unfortunately for Claud, his prime seat on the park bench had been stolen, and he had to find another one. Good luck, on a day like today. He thought, looking around at the very full and bustling park. Shrugging, he just folded up his paper and walked down the path, figuring that a walk would be good for him anyway. And when a seat opened up, he would take it and finish his crossword. But in the meantime... he enjoyed. Which is what being a virtueshould beis all about.