Post by NEVAEH FFORDE on Dec 27, 2008 21:16:57 GMT -5
, NEVAEHAMELIAFFORDE !
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NAME , Nevaeh Amelia Fforde
NICKNAMES , Nevvy, crazy bitch, Fforde, girl, demon
AGE , Twenty-three
SEX , Female
RELIGION , Baptised Catholic, but too crazy to know it
SEXUALITY , Bi
, wearing three layers of coats and leg warmers !
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HAIR , Light brown
EYES , Brown
HEIGHT/ WEIGHT , 5'7 | 120
CLOTHING STYLE , Style is not very important to Nevaeh, but she can be seen waring earthy tones a lot. Generally she just wears whatever she can find. Her clothing is never the best or the top of the line, but she at least manages to look half way decent. Her shoes are old and worn out and about half a size too small for her and she usually finds her clothes from people that toss out clothes they can't wear anymore. Nevaeh makes them last.
PLAYBY , Natalie Portman
, oh i am not quite sleeping !
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LIKES ,
- Being alone
- Water
- Being awake
- Remembering her life
- Reading
DISLIKES ,
- Being called demon
- People that think she is posessed
- Dreaming
- Screeching sounds
- Beign surprised
HOPES/DREAMS ,
- To understand why people are afraid of her
- Have a REAL friend
FEARS ,
- Everything
- Dreams/hallucinations
SECRETS ,
- Can see demons for what they are
- Raped when she was 15
- Had been previously institutionalized
WEAKNESSES ,
- Most think she has a mental illness
- Paranoid
- Lacks any kind of social skills
STRENGHTS ,
- Somehow manages to function in life
- Always keeps a promise
- Always brutally honest
OVERAL PERSONALITY ,
PARANOID; This Paranoia is mostly caused by the mental illness that haunts nevaeh, but she constantly thinks that people think the worst of her. In her mind every single person is capable of tretchery and evil. She never stops to trust people because betrayal is so common. This is something that Nevah tells herself constantly. Getting too close to someone is not an option and she would never pretend that she would want it to be one. Though Nevaeh doesn't necessarily trust people... this does not stop her from trying to interact with them. Sometimes she will withdraw herself when the paranoia is bad, but most of the time she doesn't make a huge deal out of it. Only when she feels pressured or confused.
INAPPROPRIATE; Nevaeh tends to make the wrong expressions at the wrong time. She might smile at a serious moment or laugh at absolutely nothing. Sometimes these things are inappropriate and it's just a trigger function in Nevaeh's mind telling her to act that way when it's really not necessary. To go along with the inappropriate actions Nevaeh is also prone to saying inappropriate things.
CONCENTRATION; Sometimes Nevaeh has trouble concentrating on what she is saying or doing or if someone is talking to her. It's very easy for her to get distracted especially if there are loud noises around her. Loud noises really make Nevaeh draw into a state of psychosis. During those times she can get violent and her moods tend to change frequently during those times. It's best to get away from her when those spells occurr. Most people stay away to begin with. Because her concentration skills are not that strong she is not a good listener and doesn't tend to come off very sempathetic.
RITUALISTIC; It is always easier for Nevaeh to function when she is doing things that are already familiar to her. Rarely will Nevaeh break out and try something new. This is because Nevaeh doesn't have the mental skills to process learning new things all that well. The most she can really handle is learning names and stuff like that. She tends to be very particular about things. Nevaeh would probably freak out if she were to walk into a room that she had remembered one way for most of her life and it had completely changed. Change doesn't set well with Nevaeh at all.
HONEST; Keeping secrets is not something that Nevaeh is good at. She tends to be overly honest with everyone that she encounters. This can get her in trouble more often than help her, but Nevaeh doesn't hold back on the blunt honesty. If Nevaeh's mind tells her that she is attracted to someone, then she will definitely make that known the second it is thought. Even before the illness Nevaeh had a problem with this.
NORMALITY; Deep, deep down in there Nevaeh is the normal woman that she used to be. That woman just doesn't get to come out that often if at all. Most of the time Nevaeh will act the way she used to when she is alone or comfortable with her surroundings. Since she is rarely comfortable with her surroundings the real Nevaeh doesn't come out to play that often. This is rare, but possible, if someone were to by chance gain Nevaeh's complete trust to the point where her paranoia no longer applies to them, then she might have a SLIGHT chance of revealing the normal side of her to them.
, there on the wall in the bedroom creeping !
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MOTHER , Elleanore Lynette Fforde| 52 | author
FATHER , Maxwell Andrew Fforde| 50 | doctor
SIBLINGS , James Marion Fforde | 20 | author
HOMETOWN , Liverpool, England
PETS , None.
OVERALL HISTORY ,
Nevaeh was born and raised in Liverpool. She was a relatively normal child. She was a pretty child and she was the type that people would stop and admire. Nevaeh was absolutely normal as well as her parents. Her parents did everything they could to make sure that their daughter had everything she needed. Even when Nevaeh was three and her little brother came along things were still as normal and happy as could be. Elleanore Fforde had managed to publish a few decent novels and Maxwell had managed to become a rather sucessful doctor there in Liverpool. The Fforde's were well known throughout England. Every time the family went out into public strangers would always crowd the family and eventually it was hard for them to leave their home.
It was during Nevaeh's teenage years that things really started to pick up for her. She was one of the most popular girls at her school. There was something about the teenaged girl that was calming and mysterious. People loved her for her wittiness and bright smiles. Apparently someone loved her a bit too much. Nevaeh was kidnapped when she was 15 years old and raped repeatedly. She was held captive for two years and was finally found when she was 17. The whole experience made Nevaeh withdraw and stay more to herself. Her family began to worry a lot about her.
Instead of going out and enjoying school and friends like she used to, Nevaeh sat in her room with the light off rocking back and forth, constantly muttering things about demons coming to get her. This, more than anything, worried her family. They sent her off to an institution in Spain so that she could try and get over this. It only seemed to get worse at the institution. This was where Nevaeh gained her sense of violence. She would attempt to hit and scratch anyone that came close to her because she did not see them as people. Nevaeh always seemed to hallucinate them as demons with black eyes and shadowy essences.
Little did Nevaeh know that she could just see them for what they were. It drove he rcrazy in the long run. She wasn't sure what she was seeing exactly, but she knew she had to be afraid of it. The people at the institution decided that Nevaeh was posessed by some demon. They immediately ordered an exorcism, which didn't work because Nevaeh was not posessed. Evneutally Nevaeh learned to control a few of her ticks and the institution let her free. Nevaeh was 22 when she was released into Melilla, Spain.
Demons... they were everywhere and Nevaeh nearly had a relapse right then. But Nevaeh convinced herself that she needed to be in Melilla. She convinced herself that one day Melilla would be more aware of its inhabitants than she was. Then they would all know what it was to feel crazy. What Nevaeh had was no mental illness, but it was more or less the fact that people would rather think that about her than think she was telling the truth.
, north of savanna we swim in the palisades !
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AGE , 18
SEX , female
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